Well I broke up with my first love about 3 or so weeks ago. I can't get him out of my head or even grow the balls to delet his number from my phone. I see him in my dreams, in my future plans, and even when I'm listening to songs do I think about him.........It's pissing me off cause I broke it off but now I regret ever listening to my freinds,family,and even church ppl. I just want him back so bad its killing me!!!!!! I wish we could be freinds but he wont let that be and its killing my heart and soul. Why do I have to be such a stuipd teenage girl who don't know how to keep the whrispers of others out of my head and do what I want? but this